I haven't tweeted much lately. I am more comfortable to made posts on Facebook, because I feel noticed there. I feel appreciated. And I feel good about it. It is not like I am seeking attention or some kind of recognition, but I just feel I can write more stuffs there and feel good about it. Even so, it does not in any way means I feel left out being on Twitter. It is just I have made it dormant for the moment. I am still there, but just being a spectator most of the time. This blog is also one of the victims of my dormancy for the time being.
Ala sebenarnya aku malas nak tulis. Lepas tu aku takde idea. And my life right now is pretty much in mess. Oh, I love being in mess, am I?
Okay back to the topic.
Wait. What was the topic again?
Ah, screw it!
Okay, I am liking this one doll. Not one but two. And heck, they are pricey. But they are super nice and good looking so why not? And someone says I am creepy for liking those pretty dolls. For now, I am in the mood of liking them. So much that I posted pictures of them almost everyday on my Facebook. I hope I am not creeping people out.
But you know what? I love being called like that. I love the idea of being a creep. Creepy sounds so cool, don't you think? I mean, you haven't encountered many creeps, so be thankful for having me to add to your list. :p
Even so, it is not really a creepy thing honestly. It is just a manifestation of my loneliness.
Yes, I am lonely, and I am trying to outlive it the best I can.