Wednesday, December 26, 2012

I don't feel a thing
and I stopped remembering
The days are just like moments turned to hours

Mother used to say
if you want, you'll find a way
Bet mother never danced through fire shower

Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Is it right or is it wrong
and is it here that I belong

I don't hear a sound
Silent faces in the ground
The quiet screams, but I refuse to listen

If there is a hell
I'm sure this is how it smells
Wish this were a dream, but no, it isn't

Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Am I right or am I wrong
and is it here that I belong

Walk in the rain, in the rain, in the rain
I walk in the rain, in the rain
Why do I feel so alone
For some reason I think of home

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Aku tidak pernah meracuninya. Jauh sekali memperdayakannya dengan cerita-cerita palsu syok sendiri. Apa yang aku pernah cakap adalah betul belaka. Tiada muslihat, tiada tipu daya.

Sekarang, dia tertarik dengan sendirinya. Baguslah, dah ada inisiatif dan cita-cita. Teruskan menyimpan dan usaha. Moga-moga boleh kita daki Bukit Bauk dan Teluk Bidara bersama April ini.

Welcome to the club, Zaim!

Saturday, December 22, 2012

This one,

is really something.

Just feel the groove, and you'll know what I mean.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Lance Armstrong now has been stripped off of all his 7 consecutives Tour de France titles. But that doesn't change a thing to millions of his fans across the globe. He is truly a great athlete to be reckoned with.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

The look of love is in your eyes
A look your smile can't disguise
The look of love is saying so much more than just words could ever say
And what my heart has heard, well it takes my breath away

I can hardly wait to hold you, feel my arms around you
How long I have waited
Waited just to love you, now that I have found you

You've got the
Look of love, it's on your face
A look that time can't erase
Be mine tonight, let this be just the start of so many nights like this
Let's take a lover's vow and then seal it with a kiss

I can hardly wait to hold you, feel my arms around you
How long I have waited
Waited just to love you, now that I have found you
Don't ever go
Don't ever go
I love you so

p/s: Please ignore the video. 

Saturday, November 10, 2012

morning lawn

it's weekend morning, just like the usual. nothing's new. everything's the same. well, almost. the air, the smell, the sound, the breeze, the heat, the feeling. the same. no difference from the other weekends I've passed through. it's kinda boring to have a life on repeat like this. I want something different, something new, more lively and meaningful. this is dull.

I strolled on the lawn, barefooted. the grasses were still wet from the dew. it's pretty cool to walk like that on your own nicely trimmed lawn. you could feel your inner sense of a kid conquering you all of a sudden, and it's becoming wild. and your defense will all be down to the earth. well, if you know what I mean.

so you took a nice time there in your own nice private lawn, and the next thing that came to your mind will be a thought of what will be your breakfast that morning.

#honestly, and honestly, I don't know what I'm writing. 

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

kalau ada duit, aku nak beli lukisan ni. tapi, masih ada lagikah? sudah terjual mungkin? kalau belum, berapa ribu pula harganya?

Monday, November 5, 2012

I still remember Dear God played in your car while we were on our back home.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Another Pics

Rasa malas nak menulis. Letak gambar je la.

Ni masa berhenti rehat time ride pagi. Sejuk dan jalan lengang.

Air yang tenang di pagi hari tepi UiTM.

Ni time petang, singgah dekat taman permainan Teluk Lipat kejap makan kepok.

Kawasan masuk Taman Tasik Tanjung Sura

Me riding with my bro. I used Helios, while he rode Nevada.

Kalau tadi pagi, ni petang pula.

Best betul lepak kat sini. Tenang jer.

Sisi lain tempat melepak.

Another ride with my bro and cousin.

Kitorang lepak sini kejap sambil menikmati pemandangan.

Di hari yang lain dan tempat yang lain - Kawasan rumah api Teluk Bidara. Apa yang menarik, terjumpa pasangan pengantin tengah photoshoot dekat kawasan atas ni. Wish diorang, eventhough tak kenal.

Rumah Tok di malam hari.

Bukit Bauk - Jumpa lagi lain kali. Amat memenatkan.

Dungun dari separuh puncak Bukit Bauk.

I can see the peak, but I can't reach it. Not yet. Soon k!

Menara Eiffel, Bukit Bauk.

Siap ada fanpage tu. Haha. Rasa nak like jugak sebab sos dia sedap.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

I was so lucky last night that MAS gave me a business class seat. And it's only me in the front row of four. What a privacy I had last night. Even so, I didn't sleep much during the flight.

The ticket

The meal

Thursday, October 4, 2012


Lance, Cavendish, Wiggins ...

Look what I've got here. It's a brand-new RadarLock. Cool isn't it?

It's the new RadarLock peeps.

Normal persimmon vented lens. For low-light riding.

Ahh, I hate smudges! This is polarized vented lens btw - fire iridium.

This thing costs me three lemons and a dozen of bananas. 

“To conceal anything from those to whom I am attached, is not in my nature. I can never close my lips where I have opened my heart.”

― Charles Dickens

Sunday, September 23, 2012


Just added another pair of Oakley sunglasses to my collection. It is RadarLock with blood orange frame and fire iridium polarized vented lens. It comes with another set of lens - persimmon vented. So I have two set of lenses in total. It was a bargain. Oakley's website says this RadarLock is $300. I got it at $260. Can't wait to ride with it.

Thursday, September 13, 2012


Honestly speaking, I've lost the privileges that I used to have before. Maybe not all, but some. Some previous moments, some treasured times. I will surely miss those for sure.


"I'm jumping off this cliff."

"Okay. Sure." She answered, without even looking at me. Without even thinking anymore I guessed. If you want to die, please do so alone. I guessed that's what in her mind.

And I jumped. It was a 300-foot cliff, hanging on a rocky steep of the coast. It was a perfect jump I reckoned. Head first. I hit the water hard, very hard that I can't see anything after the jump. It was all blackness all of a sudden. I opened my eyes but all I can see was blackness. I can't see anything. I was blinded. The chillness of the water cramped my muscles. I tried to swim, but it was too painful. My body ached everywhere. I tried to surface, but my efforts were useless. I can't swim anymore. I tried to breathe, it was almost impossible. I struggled to make every possible effort to surface. But the current was too strong, so heavy that it drifted me away, away from the point where I hit the water before. Suddenly, a thought crossed my mind and I knew what this was all about. I said to myself, this is it.


Yeah, it has been awkwardly shy these days. I don't know how it happens, but it does happen. Is this the price I have to pay? If it is, I accept it as it is. I don't know how things will go from here, or where it will lead me to. It has been quite a journey though. Now, I'm here all alone going through the nights, the days, weeks by weeks, wondering what I am going to do. Do nothing, perhaps? To do nothing, well, I should say, is one of the difficult things to do. Hmm.


Okay, moving on. This is what I imagined today. I imagined of having my own small place, a house, a rented apartment to be precise, that I rented from a newly-wed couple, who just moved to another better house. They left me a new sofa set, a TV rack, a dining table set for six, and a complete bedroom set. Okay, I lied. They didn't left me those. They sold it to me. And I bought those furniture. I have been living for quite a time now, and I pretty much liked the place. It was mylonelyplace.

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Monday, September 3, 2012

Random Pics

Berehat di pantai sekejap selepas penat mengejar team dari Selangor.

I intend to capture the hill behind, you know...

If I am nowhere to be found, search me here.

The first day after getting home. It's somewhere in KT.

The backgorund light is too strong. Nonetheless, this is one of the favourite pics of the bike.

Three days before Raya, I managed to cycle like usual. Well, almost.

The lake is getting lesser and lesser these days.

Almost deserted here, 3 days before Raya.

These two are a must when cycling. No helmet, no ride.

Look closer, and you'll see two lone islands there.

This thing has clocked to 180 kilometres since I got home.

I just love how the sun ray lights up the trees to their golden glistening forms.

Teluk Bidara, lots of seabathers with nice weather.

Teluk Bidara roadside. Got some speedbreakers which I hate.

Found this along the Teluk Bidara roadside. Dunno what it is though.

Again, I tried to capture the hills and beach in the background through this rugged coconut plantation. To no avail.

Cycling Computers

This two makes me smile. They have been with me to the places where others have never put their steps there. Whether it's windy, sunny, rainy or just silent still.


Tuesday, August 14, 2012

New Lid

This is the new helmet that I bought last Sunday at KT. Made me RM500 poorer that day.

OGK Kabuto Redimos. This is used by many pros, such as Azizulhasni Awang, Anuar Manan, Terengganu Cycling Team (TSG) and a bunch of Japanese cyclists. I am no pro of course, so what on earth am I doing with this helmet? Well, feeling like a pro might boost my spirit during the ride. Or I just love how it looks. Definitely one of the best looking lids out there, wouldn't ya say?